Figuring who i am as a person is important, to know why i am here and my purpose. in this moment in time i really don’t think its caesural to know who exactly i am, it saddens me not to know but hey I’m only 22. i have growing and learning to do still. but to see young adults HA, people i grew up with finishing school and staring families knowing where their life is going to take them. well I’m still at my local Community College and living with my Parents, i dot know where I’m going or even where i want to go? my Blog name comes from where I’m at in life, I’m Barista at Local Starbucks hoping to find my true self under the many of insecure layers i have. I’m STONG yet SCARED. Im HAPPY but SAD, I’m shy but LOUD!
I’m all over the place. My life is simply no real adventure. I sleep, I eat and I work and then I work some more then I repeat. I feel it to be an endless cycle. Were does it stop or when?
I guess this is my new place, journal put a side. I feel as although I will be speaking out from behind a computer screen for now on out. I can put my Effort in this or I can drop it with in the first week of starting it.
i can say i will or will not. i have to have a feeling to write, i will compare it to like talking about your emotions and showing your volubility, thats scary.
so i’lI end this on that note
Im J e s s i c a.